There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away

It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you

Ok, I'm all packed and ready to go to the BPA states competition. I did this same thing last year but I'm still nervous. I placed 2nd last year for my graphic design and went to Cinncinnatti for nationals. This year, I'm in the same event but i kinda had a mental block on the design and slacked a little on it. Nationals is in California this year and I really really want to go. I hope i place in my event. But if not I can try to go to nationals as an intern. As long as I get to go. I'm gonna miss Ben this weekend, but I'll stay busy. My dad's letting me take his cell phone so I can call Ben at night or somethin. Anyway, I should get goin. I gotta be at the hotel by 11. Wish me luck! I'll be back monday afternoon.


I love you Ben! <3

Rain comes pouring down
Falling from blue skies
Words without a sound
Coming from your eyes